Lying to you was better than seeing you lie there. Protecting you from the realities of your current world was more important than breathing. Watching your beautiful face still and breathing in pure oxygen made me wish for complete bliss for you.
Not 5 feet away from you yet feeling a stranger, I look upon you wishing it was me lying there and you watching me. Asking again and again why you to no one in particular gets old and while the shabads surround the room, the soothing melody allows me no time alone with my thoughts. I sit here in darkness thinking of lies to tell you so the flicker of hope brightens in your green eyes, I don’t have the words to tell you that everything will be fine because it’s not. However, the reality is that although our past lives are obliterated, we have a new beginning.
Breathe my babu. Breathe away the anger, the past, the arguments, the many wasted moments regretting what was not to be. Breathe in the love surrounding you, Breathe in thoughts that will remove the enemy in your body, the unwanted stranger. Take control of your body. Get angry. Get calm. Focus the laser of your thoughts ‘ on to that pervert, and give me back rightfully whats fine. Breathe.
The darkness swirls around me, and the thoughts try to enter, but I wont allow it. I am willing you to breathe away all the negative energy, and lets start our lives anew. Breathing together positivity and love. Neither of us know what the future holds except we are together. Breathe out the intruder like a fireball, and come back to our new life.
I love you. Breathe…
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